As usual, I don't have much to post about but I feel inclined to post. SO I'LL FUCKING POST!!
Stick with me...or skip it. Whatever! Werd!
Results on biopsies due back this week. All I know is the one is going to hurt like a mother- if it requires surgery.
Tomorrow (Monday) I go for my first vocal instruction in well over eight years. I'm not just going to learn and brush up though. My coach, John, asked me to arrive early and try to help with a young student of his. She's an alto and has potential to hit high notes but can't find how to transition without her voice cracking or falling flat. He stroked my ego a bit and won me over by telling me how well I can go from low to high and vice versa and asked if I'd try to explain my "technique" to her. The thing is, I have no technique. I really don't know how I do it. I can sing low with baritones and then I can belt out notes with sopranos. It just happens. All I can think that I do is "go for it". That and I usually end up using my hand, as though I'm somehow trying to physically push it out.
Today was...interesting. Somewhat expected but also unexpected. I haven't quite compiled all my thoughts other than obsessing over a severe "Blonde Moment" wherein I asked "what was the name of that show with the gong?" The answer: "The Gong Show". Bawww, SNAP, I'm fucking dumb! Anyway, possibly more on this subject (not the idiocy bit) later. We'll see!
On to a (slightly) different topic... I feel myself changing. I'm not quite sure how I feel about it or even what to make of it. I'm still a cruel, miserable bitch. Yet, I'm not as much. I find myself being more tolerant and pleasant with some people while remaining impatient and cold toward others. This probably doesn't seem like much based on the way I generally present myself to those of you I've communicated with beyond a simple comment here or there. I'm not sure how to explain it.
All right, my brain just threw up a red flag so it looks like I'm done with this entry.
A side: Thanks much to kirakaze
for picking up the slack in killer_culture
! Bonus points to Kira for the Bundy icons! <3 you guys!
Final note: Huzzah for people who let me ramble about Ted Bundy and don't give me disturbed looks.
Carrying on the To-Do Lists... Wow,
I got a lot accomplished! (srsface!)Musical To-Do List:
1. Work on Theatrical Resume
2. Vocal training
3. Get head-shots
4. Prepare various sheet music with which to audition
5. Seek out Casting Calls
7. ProfitGeneral To-Do List:
1. Attempt to write some more
2. Clean more and more 3. Muppet?
5. Enjoy myself!
6. Not die from pain of surgeries
7. Make LJ icons, as promised
8. Attempt to repair my knee problems